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iswan, 20
23 march 1988
ORD OH
Vball, sentosa! pet
fan of: Heroes!
Saturday, April 29, 2006 ( 9:35 PM )
oh nooo..i bet chelsea win 2-0..but they won 3-0..damnn..haha..
at least my dad lost the bet..and he have to buy me a jacket of my choice..LOL..swee ah!
( 6:54 PM )
Thursday, April 27, 2006 ( 12:05 PM )
LOL..funny pics..fun during vball trainin..had trainin at PHS yesterday which was veri tiring..so sleepy todae..reached home arnd 11pm..haha..then in the end nva do any hmwk..
Anyway..the vball gt into top 8..haha..nxt week gt the competition again..can wear jerseys 3 more times..lolx
phew..finally pass maths test and bio test..luckily dun need to go bio remedial..
had an accident durin pe bball..so sorry..u like damn pain sia..forgt all abt my forehead until the blood drip into my eye..im sorry sorry sorry
so tired..i wanna sleep whole day..hahaz..changed bag wit cher ling..her bag the handle nt veri good..no support for the shoulders..unlike my green one..lol..
feel so sadd..hmmm..so much things affecting me..so much thing making me stress..sad..angry..worried..i wish they could all go away..i wish i could tell someone abt them..but i dun wan affect anyone..i wan them to be happy always and cheerful always especially all my frens..wat i tell some of them are just superficial stuff that dun reali matter or affect me as much..still have other thins..which i dun wan to affect the mood of others wit them..i wan frenz to be happy..so must be happy arnd them so i wont affect their mood..
Saturday, April 22, 2006 ( 8:49 PM )
watchin soccer and the incredibles now..haha..nice nice..i love their powers..especially the invisible forcefield tat one..i wish i have tat kinda powers..
anyway..was kinda rough week i guess..tests for all 3 subjects..and gt a sad sms during gp on thurs ..which made me reali down..especially durin bio prac..hahaz..the ever draggy bio prac..a bad headache on friday..bt i was ok after a looong nap..
today went to skool in the mornin to take balls..wit the other vball peeps..haha..saw jasper wit his mum and dad for parent-teacher meeting..they were eating..yumm..after tat, me..raph..danis..and venetia went to eat at swensens..it was damn random cause we were actually from popular bookstore to get danis's book..but yea, we went in and ordered a giant earthquake..which we finished in a flash..and raph even wanted to ordered more..haha..we are sinners mann..
went home to eat lunch wit mama then went to woodlands mart mac to mug wit po lun and shar..managed to do abit of maths..and abit of organic chem..chatted on msn there..and crap wit them..started on the notebook design..haha..total destruction..LOL.. omg..shar defeated me in capcom twice..grr..damn tyco..then we met weiming on the way to the bus stop..and we forgt his brthdae is todae..LOL!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 ( 7:09 PM )
oh man, i dunno wat i wanna be when i grow up..and this dumb 4o hour essay thingy is about ambition, mentor and stuff..bt i still dunno wat i wanna become..hmmm..
PE today again..dun feel like takin pe today..must be abit down todae..dad kept talkin abt studies yesterday and i reali had enough in school already..so kinda ignored him..civics they were talkin abt uni entry and hw hard it is..i feel like goin to overseas uni leh..bt py say have to make frenz all over again and all..bt if u go there wit a few of ur frenz? hmmm..it will be so cool if u can go to the same u wit ur frenz overseas..bt at the same time able to make new frenz too..how awesome is tat..i duno..bt i tink i cant get into local uni also..too tough..hahaz..
If you are gonna talk abt wat i do to ur frenz behind my back then fine..i noe he is ur 'best fren 4eva' and u have to tell him everything..bt i have a feelin u are also makin fun of me and the things..wateva mann..im so irritated..but like i've said..i gave up..
Sunday, April 16, 2006 ( 9:35 AM )
reali fun weekend..hahaz..lets see..hmm..fri had to wake up damn early even tho it was good friday..coz had to do COP at admiralty mac..the ministers were comin and all..and we were supposed to help ppl register for progress package..LOL..lindsay, lenetta..calvin ..peng ..me..bt actuali the wireless din work..and nobody came to us..so we just had to answer the minister's qn..then we gt to eat freee..hahaz..yumm..in the mornin had free hashbrowns..then free lunch..lolx..crap alot wit the ppl there..and the indian lady was reali fun..got to leave around 11.40..bought a new cap..quite nice i tink..simple but nice..went home and slept..then at nite go eat bone soup wit my family..so cheap lah..we ordered $10 worth and they gave us 10 bones..which is like $1 each?? cheap cheap..and worth it..was so damn full..
Sat had trainin in the mornin..quite fun..and quite slack coz mon a div liao..saw the drama ppl practising..no comments..lolx..wearin black and white jersey on mondae..
After tat went home to change and meet shar they all to go kallang and watch hollaback..we gt this mad taxi driver to drive us to indoor stadium..LOL! first time experience..he even drive towards a tree and last minute swerve coz we said we will die together if he die also..then my fren suggested she drive ..then he took off his seat belt and almost opened the door la..hahaz..craziee..
reached there..waited for more ppl..but they were takin damn long..lets see..hmm..there was khalisah..charis..widat..shar..james..gary and gang..james wore his damn big sweater again..not hot meh..LOL..but cool la.hmm.plus me..total shld be arnd 13 ppl..waited soo long so we entered first and book seats..then when they called me i went out to give them tickets..wanted to take pics wit them..but the stupid ppl go take my camera..hahaz.saw shihan and hockey ppl..and jolanda gang..plus lidsay and lenetta...street fusion soo cool..i wanna dance like tt..haha..and they had girls in bikini top..woo! the click five was awesome..and veri cool..ooh..vj colby and aaron aziz were like just beside
me..ahaha..
anyway after tat we walked all the way to the expressway and across geylang and wateva..to try and get a taxi to cwp coz i was tired..haha..and other places sure crowded onee..we were like runnin across down the expressway..coz there were bushes LOL..so funny la..and once the taxi came we were like we've nva see a taxi b4..coz we jogged so far liao..lol..and we rushed in..and we gt stucked at the door..LOL! and the taxi driver like ask..outside got ghost ah?hahaha..fun funn..i luv the coca cola bottle they gave..hmm..wonder wat it taste like..and the cute motorola figurine..lolx..
Thursday, April 13, 2006 ( 11:36 PM )
HAiz..PW results todae is damn sucky can..haiz..was reali hopin hard tat my grp will get a band 2..but still..i duno..we worked so hard on it too..and i had a good feelin abt the
op..especially wit our skit and posters..they even commented tat our skit was good and attracted their attention..must be our written report which gt veri bad comments..bt i tot it wasnt tat bad ..it was the best project i ever did ..and the most effort i put in lah..i still remember goin all the way to bugis wit vic for tat stupid interview..i have a feelin its the format of the written report tat we were told to do tat is wrong..haiz..
So sorri to my grp members..leona..vic ..suhui..It was my idea..and i din do a good job bah..i reali believe u all shld deserve at least a band 2..we improved tremendously throughout the whole process and we manage to work together even tho i noe we have like diff characters, likes and dislikes...i duno..i feel tat i have learnt alot frm it..and part of me thinks tat it doesnt reali matter wat i gt..coz i gt something frm the whole process..bt it will still be presented on my cert..which is soo saddenin..coz we put in a whole lot of effort..
I tot it was the best project i ever did..but..but..but..no gain frm it..i wonder if it would be the same for my a levels subjects..wateva it is..im reali sorri to my team members..im a disasterous leader and my idea of "confiance en soi" was a flop..
Monday, April 10, 2006 ( 6:53 PM )
Bio is soo sian can..played hot pizza on miniclip until level 38 liao..bt still the pizza orders kept comin..wonder hw shihan get until no orders..hmm..mr tan talkin abt hw to do well in bio by startin now..bt i tink i start also by the time i reach the summer test i'll probably forget everythin..my brain is super malfunctioning..
maths so funny..haha..kept makin jokes wit py..LOL..bt i still understand wat was being taught lah..hahaz..
todae seems to have a lot of classbonding arnd..haha..played maple wit the gerls..then took pics wit alvin..to pass my boredom..i remember i played maple onli to chat wit ppl online..coz other wise it gets pretty borin..haha..coz the fiends dun look veri scary either..LOL..cc face look so funny on po blog..haha..and she was like passing it arnd class..mayb she shld bluetooth it to everyone arnd the canteen..LOL! jkjk..
wonder y u keep giving me the 'oh ok, wateva' look..its like i dun see u givin it to anybody else..haha..and talkin to someone and lookin at him when i am in the middle..bt like u eye contact wit him onli..heloooo..im here too..u cant walk wit me or start conver wit me too..bt whenever i try to start..u wont reali reply and give me the wateva look..haha..nt alot of ppl treatin me this way..onli those who hates me..which i wld just ignore totally coz they are nt my fren..mayb u hate me too..bt nvm..i already give up liao.probably my fault..bt all i noe is it didnt start wit me..but wit u..someone else can confirm tat..everyone else seems to reply me well and talk to me and makin me happy..except u.. sadd..haha..nvm..
Im finee..yeaa..i like the photo takin session wit alvin..LOL .my eyes seems twice as big as alvin's..
Sunday, April 09, 2006 ( 11:56 AM )
yawnzZ..tired..contemplated to go gym when joel asked..bt i was almost sure tat i wldnt be able to wake up in time..gt a new book..quicksilver by neal stephenson..its part 1 of 3 of the Baroque Cycle..the other 2 are king of the vegabonds and odalisque..the first 11 pages seems nice..if nice then i might consider readin the other 2..
1 more week to a division vball..the guys won SAJC on fri..haha..bt the hall was veri quiet..yesterday watch the RP ppl play at SPANS coz we were early for trainin..then they damn loud la..and shout so man..haha..
Friendship day on thurs ..seems fun goin overseas to study..and make loads of new frenzZ..frm all over the world..they all seem really close coz they have to depend on each other overseas..and they had a lot of fun ah..especially the teacher who went to aussie tat one..i wanna go tooo..anyway, i tink her last words were nice..abt friendship needin effort put in by both sides, tryin to keep the friendship alive and all..i value all my frenships..and i will definitely try to keep all of them lah..provided the other party wants to..if dun wan, then theres nuttin i can do rite..haha..
trainin on sat quite fun..haha..wen xian so funny..the dancing part..crab part..and alot of other things..wasted time goin back to skool to take balls..saw the tennis ppl playin..i feel like playin tennis nw..bt..no time..nobody to play wit also..jeff busy wit his a div..then pat go ns liao, lee chong play during cca..hahaz..like nobody else i noe play tennis liaozZ..siann..
oh yea..finally booked the date for the NS checkup..lolx..thomas and edwin decided to book on the last dae available for bookin..stunned..hahaz..im nt lookin forward to the blood takin.. o.o
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 ( 9:48 PM )
I tink im growin up..or at least tryin to..i noe its too late lah..bt..i was nva given a chance to grow up..yougest child..so i was nva forced to grow up..in fact, my parents kinda supported me being nt grown up..buyin my toys and pillows and watnots..my sis also kinda support me whenever my parents dun let me go anywhere..like bbq or wat..then i kinda depend on ppl arnd me all the way thru sec skool also..teachers..frenz..classmates..workmates..and managers..i nva tot i need to be independent b4 and depend on myself..besides i was kinda shy..well, i still hve low self esteem actuali..just tat nobody wld believe it..i used to get wateva i wan and whenever i wan it..bt i tink things wont always be like tat..anymore..
im veri scared of the future..i dun wan things to change ..i dun wan to lose anybody..i dun wan to noe wats gonna happen to me..bt still have to face it..haiz..
nice photos rite..like looking to the future..haha..and the bridge to the future..
Saturday, April 01, 2006 ( 11:37 PM )
Watched brotherhood in the mornin wit mummy on tv..gt 3 vcds..2hrs and 20 mins long i think..sad show..veri touching..haha..and somemore the war scenes were realistic and quite disgustin..i was like eating breakfast..and there was this guy tat lost his leg..then gt shot in the stomach..and they cut him open to find the bullet..wit the gut opened..then after a few days, there were maggots on his stomach..damn, almost lost my appetite i tell u..lolx..mummy cried la..then i also cried ..hahaz..of coz not tat bad lah..just tears droppin..not sobbing ok..returned the vcd ler todae..
went shoppin todae..yeaa..i gt a big bagpack..nice boardshort..and a cool long sleeve shirt..hahaz..and a pressie for someone..whose brthdae is coming..saw world cup the wrist bands..wanted to buy for py..sh and vic..bt din noe vic like wat team..and py ..i forgot..hahaz..so bought for sh onli..oh yea.. we saw the kids fashion show..fox kids..veri cute..haahz.. still need to buy somemore shirts..hmm..bt i still wan a cap..a more unique onee..
ate fried mars bars after tat ..yummy yummy..i wanna eat it again..lolx..my parents were shocked at hw much the stuff i bought cost..oh yea..just finished the ns registration thingy..my uniform gonna be big lor..they ask measure my shoulder then its xl size..but measure my waist there is m size..LOL..no dates to book ler..wait for thomas to register..
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